stars in my eyes

Some things are truly physical reminders, like stars, that God is near.  Emmanuel.

This little girl and her sis make me smile (and sometimes scream) a lot.

Both L and K have sewn their names onto pillowcases, so lovely.

A bit scratchy to sleep on i imagine so we turn them over!

Sometimes I feel particularly useless at connecting with God, apart from rambling my desperations or mutterings to him when I"M needing some kind of help.

Ever present God.  Never leaving or forsaking God.  Loving Father.

I read this which encouraged me today:

"When you find yourself empty, do not imagine a mountain of transfiguration will be the answer.  Sit. breathe quietly for a few min in your own room, on your own chair.  Trust.  Sometimes when you do this regularly, you are brought into a quiet place of prayer where you are not sure where you end and where God begins."

Moving on with  a few more stars in my eyes .......

All of these women were seen by me in the last few weeks, one friend from Ausi was flying in for a family thing and the other was flying in from Christchurch for Bon Jovi and through a few texts we managed to sort out a brunch date.  Old friends from yonks ago. Dear dear friends.

We then hit this dear one's special birthday!  So bliss to celebrate with you Pip, love you precious and twinkling star.

Ange, being with you, even for a few hours, is fun and needed.

You are true.  You are loving.  You are inspiring.

Thank you for your heart towards me.  A star in my eyes

(So glad that Bon Jovi helped us meet up!  Thank you BJ).

We head away next week over the seas and far away.  Holidays are great and so too is Christmas.

I'm hopeful to get better at a few things next year - being better at getting out of the house without causing fireworks,

jumping on the tramp with the girls even more, 

(i nearly die of exhaustion as i'm double bouncing the girls all over the place)

being more prayerful, however that looks,

bike riding with my babes,

realising that God speaks even through annoyances with others

(perhaps asking Him, "what is going on here for me?  Why am I reacting this way?) - sounds very deep

blah blah

Merry Christmas.  

(Posts have been very sparse of late.  Sorry if it's frustrating jumping on and seeing the same post!)